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I never give in, I never give up, I never take no for an answer. I make my own decisions, face the consequences...I am STRONG!
**My Signature Scent**
**My Addiction**
 I am Chocolate Flavoured.
I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt.
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| Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 | 
"Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.
And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. |
I AM COMPLICATED!
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CATHERINE
Origin : Greek
Meaning : Pure
Sonnet XVII
I do not love you as if you were the salt-rose topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire;
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.
I love you without knowing how, or when,
or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't
know any other way of loving.
But this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my
chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it
is your eyes that close.
Pablo Neruda
Now if you listen closely
I'll tell you what I know
Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is gonna blow
The race of man is suffering
And I can hear the moan,
Cause nobody,
But nobody
Can make it here alone.
Maya Angelou
I'm A Proud Scorpio!
Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac, and you shouldn't take that lightly. You shouldn't take Scorpios lightly, either. Those born under this Sign are dead serious in their mission to learn about others. There's no fluff or chatter for Scorpios, either: these folks will zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within. Scorpios concern themselves with beginnings and endings, and are unafraid of either; they also travel in a world which is black and white and has little use for gray. The curiosity of Scorpios is immeasurable, which may be why they are such adept investigators. These folks love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. The fact that they have a keen sense of intuition certainly helps.
It's the Scorpion which symbolizes Scorpios, and it's no accident. Much like the Scorpion would rather kill itself than be killed, those born under this Sign are the ones who are in ultimate control of their destiny. It is life on the Scorpion's terms, too, since these folks promote their agenda (they are quite the executives) and see to it that things go forward. Others may find this overbearing (it can be) and even self-destructive, but that's the beauty of the Scorpion: these folks have tremendous regenerative powers, much like the literal Scorpion can lose its tail and promptly grow a new one. Fearless Scorpions rarely lose, per se, they just keep on going, since they are stubborn and determined to succeed (this Scorpio trait is in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this Sign). Scorpios work as hard as they do so they can someday sit back and feel satisfied with themselves. These folks are intense, passionate and filled with desire. They're also complex and secretive, so don't expect to get much out of them, lest they become suspicious and exit stage left. It's best not to bet against Scorpios, either, since these folks are surprisingly resourceful.
My Wedding Song
Standing Right Next to Me
Love is like the wind,
Sometimes it blows your way,
And until now
It missed me somehow.
But when I turned around
I saw you standing there.
The sound of your voice -
I had no choice.
I used to have a wish
One day I'd feel like this.
Now I know love exists
Cause it's standing right next to me.
Beneath the moon tonight
I see it in your eyes -
No more false starts,
No more broken hearts.
I used to have a wish
One day I'd feel like this.
Now I know love exists
Cause it's standing right next to me.
Even in the dark,
Even when you're gone
I feel you in my heart.
I used to have a wish
One day I'd feel like this.
Now I know love exists
Cause it's standing right next to me
Standing right next to me
Born leader" is the key word for the Tigers. They are always in the lead and are most likely the ones to cry out "Let's Go"! Forceful, compulsive, brave, lucky, magnetic, unrestrained, intense, moody, aggressive and ferocious, these people are direct, outspoken and straightforward. Although they are warm hearted and generous, making an enemy of a Tiger is not recommended. They won't be pushed around under any circumstances. They can be very rebellious. They hate injustice.
Tiger people are difficult to resist, for they are magnetic characters and their natural air of authority confers a certain prestige on them. They are tempestuous yet calm, warm-hearted yet fearsome, courageous in the face of danger yet yielding and soft in mysterious, unexpected places.
Some tigers are full of ego, which is only matched by their showy sense of dress and behavior. They certainly know how to make themselves noticed.
Because Tigers are urgent people and always in a hurry to get things done right, they usually choose to operate alone. Tigers like to work; they are hard working and dynamic. If you assign a task to a Tiger, the job will be undertaken and accomplished with enthusiasm and efficiency. Tigers make money, but they are not directly interested in money. Still, the Tiger needs not worry about money: just when he fears the money is gone, more seems to show up.
Tigers hate to be restrained. They must be free to wander and investigate. Any rules must be theirs, and not made by others. Proud and brave, they fear nothing and nobody, and will happily enter into situations that other fewer mortals would avoid. They love to take risks. They can also be very hotheaded. They dislike conventional things.
Sometimes this impulsive streak can lead the tiger to regret his or her actions. Jumping in with both feet often causes the tiger problem in later life.
Once a tiger has made a decision, they will hold fast to it. They will stick to their beliefs no matter what came through.
Female tigers are also brilliant hostesses. Neat, tidy, looking totally in control and calm, this is the woman who seems to have everything in control
Scorpio - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in
Your negative traits:
You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on
Your ideal partner:
Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.
Your dating style:
Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.
Your seduction style:
Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves
A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.
Tips for the future:
Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are
Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*
Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.
Best place to meet someone online:
eHarmony - your best bet at screening out untrustworthy people
Best color to attract mate: Dark red
Best day for a date: Tuesday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
Nabubuwang sa Isang Buwan….
Eto, isang buwan na…nakakabuwang
Wag nyo masamain
Hindi naman kabaliwan...
May kasayahan itong pagkabuwang...
Isang buwan mula ng mag-umpisa
Na tumingkad ang bawat kulay na nakikita...
Isang buwan mula ng gumanda…
Ang lahat ng bagay na nasisilayan…
Hindi ko nga alam kung paano nagkaganito
Ang alam ko lang…masaya ako…
Hindi ko alam kung paano nangyari...
Sa isang iglap...isang sulyap...nakumpleto...
Isang buwan, pero hindi pa tapos...
Ilang buwan pa ba ang dadating…
Ilang taon ang bubunuin…
Ilan man yun ito lang ang masasabi ko….
Halika na Mahal ko…magpakabuwang tayo…
Posted at 04:57 pm by The Bitch Goddess
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Monday, July 31, 2006
When did we get so spoiled as to forget our responsibilities?
Where are all the GREAT agents! Makes me want to go back to when I was an agent and people around me knows their responsibilities...when they complain, you know that they have the RIGHT to complain...so to all my former colleagues in PeopleSupport and Sitel...to all the GREAT agents who got promoted...
MABUHAY TAYONG LAHAT and HAPPY FIESTA!
Posted at 12:28 am by The Bitch Goddess
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
What's the Measure of Love
The normal answer would be, Love cannot be measured…it’s just there, you know it, you feel it, in some cases – you can see it.
I went to the emergency room of Medical City this morning. I’ve been feeling sick lately and I’ve been having fever – on and off….so, I decided to finally get a check up for me to know what’s wrong with me.
The love of my life insisted to go with me. Take note, he doesn’t like needles – hates them actually. He doesn’t like the sight of blood…but he was there with me. He held my hand when they were getting blood from me eventhough he’s scared. I’m used to giving blood, I’m not used to having someone there, holding my hand, touching my hair…it was a new experience.
THAT…that experience can’t be measured…the mere fact that he was there, that, can’t be measured. I thought I loved him enough…apparently not…what happened this morning made me realize that there is still so much more to love…so much more…and I am looking forward to discovering it J
Posted at 12:47 am by The Bitch Goddess
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
This has always been one of my favorite movies...and this is my favorite scene:
For four years that I've been at war,
to do what I had to do,
I had to keep myself closed off
What's your reason? What the hell are you talking about? Reason for what? For shutting your daughter out of your heart.
Can't you see how amazing she is?
How alive? My whole life,
I've dreamed of getting
the kind of love
your daughter tries to give you. I would die for what you have.
Why can't you just love her?
She's so easy to love. You know nothing about my daughter!
You hear me?
Nothing! I know that she is
good...and strong...
and deserves all the love
this world has to give. Can't you see that?
How wonderful...
how special she is?
Posted at 07:43 pm by The Bitch Goddess
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I’ve been too independent most of my life. I am not used to asking anyone for help. This is how I am and this is how I’m going to be. I’ve said time and time again, “I will never need anyone” this was brought on by a lot of experiences. A lot of pain I’ve gone through. I’m never the type to turn my back and run away but recently, I feel as if I’m in the verge of doing just that….running away.
I guess it’s a matter of finding myself in a situation that I am not familiar with. I’ve fallen in love….something that I have not done for the longest time, come to think of it. This has never happened before. The feeling is too strong…as I’ve written before, he’s the first person I think of when I wake up and the last person on my mind before I sleep. It’s a constant thing, it’s not only a matter of thinking of him when he’s not around…it’s like he’s inside my head…all the time. Is it scary? Kinda’ it’s like my privacy is gone…all because of this wonderful, wonderful person.
I guess it also has something to do with the way he looks at me. As I’ve said, it’s like his whole world revolves around me…yikes! He said so himself, “hindi ko na kaya na wala ka” OMG! To quote one of my Team Leaders – What’s the meaning!
I have mixed feelings, scared, confused, weary, nervous but at the same time, I feel cared for, warm, giddy and loved. What could be better than that feeling of being loved. Is it something that I need to run away from? Am I just being neurotic as usual.
Back in college, I will not allow myself to be really happy…I guess all my life I never allowed myself to be happy. I’d always think, if I’m happy at one given time then the next moment I am bound to feel miserable. Yeah, I was a girly-girl then….but then, things changed. I changed….I became a woman and not just a typical woman…a strong one. The kind that intimidates men. The kind who can make people bleed (that’s a direct quote from my Hunny).
I know that most things happen when you least expect it. And yeah, this happened without me expecting it. Me, who’s always ready for anything – I found myself in unfamiliar territory. Cause for panic? Maybe…should I be running around and screaming…maybe, but somehow, when I feel like doing that, he’ll text out of nowhere, or he’ll call just to say “I love you” in that lovely tone of voice that tells me everything will be alright.
Geez…talk about a roller coaster ride…it’s exactly how I’m feeling….up, down, up, down – don’t get me wrong…I’m just blabbing because, as I’ve said…unfamiliar territory…I don’t have a plan – OC as I am…I don’t have everything in place. I take this in stride…little by little – bit by bit. I’m enjoying the ride…who wouldn’t with the companion that I have?
Maybe I’ve broken too many hearts, maybe I ran away before I can even feel in the past…but this time…I’m staying. I’ll stay put…so, Hun, try to run away from that! I’ll stick to you like glue J
Posted at 06:21 pm by The Bitch Goddess
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
The Way You Look At Me....
You look at me a certain way…
My whole world stops…
It’s as if, there’s no one else around…
But you and me…
Why does it seem like…
I never really existed…
When you were not around…
I began my life when you loved me…
I’m not in an age…
When love letters and flowers count…
When saying I love you...
Send shivers down my spine…
I’ve seen a lot of things…
Some would have broken me…
If I was weak…
I’m strong, I know…
But when you look at me…
My knees go weak…
My whole body tingles…
I feel warm all over…
I can’t top the way you look at me…
I don’t know if I’m worthy…
You look at me…
As if your whole world revolves around me…
Tell me love, am I worthy?
Posted at 03:29 am by The Bitch Goddess
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Monday, July 10, 2006
Everything - Lifehouse
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Posted at 04:19 am by The Bitch Goddess
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
OK...Take two!
Kasi naman eh, nasagi yung mouse ko, kaya eto...sulat ulit...ang problema, kaya ko bang maalala yung sinulat ko kanina? Susubukan ko lang ha...
Bakit nga ba mahal kita? Kailan ba yun nagsimula...sabi ko una ko yun naramdaman nung nakatulog ako habang naririnig ko ang boses mo. Siguro nga noon yun...kasi hindi pa ako nakaramdam ng ganoon eh, hindi ko alam kung ano yun, basta alam ko lang, paggising ko...nakangiti ako...tapos biglang naalala ko na nakatulog ako habang kausap kita...nyek! Nakakahiya!
Bakit pakiramdam ko, kulang ako tuwing magkalayo tayo. Parang hindi kumpleto ang buhay ko, hindi AKO kumpleto pag wala ka...nakakatawa, nakakapagtaka...31 years wala ka sa buhay ko pero nung dumating ka...parang 31 years akong tulog...ngayon lang ako nagising...puede ba yun?
Hindi ko alam kung bakit mahal kita...pero, importante ba yun? Dapat ba may dahilan, kasi kung iisa-isahin ko...mauubos yung buong blog na ito...
Wala kang ipinangako...wala kang maipapangako. Bahala na kung ano mangyari bukas...basta alam ko...ngayon...MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA...
Posted at 11:52 pm by The Bitch Goddess
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
I Can't Believe This Is Happening...
I can't believe this is happening to me…
I wished for love to come along…
I got my wish and so much more…
How come I feel like mush...
Little things make me happy…
Just a touch and I melt…
Just one look and I feel like floating…
Is this what they call love?
Can I really be in-love…
It's something new…
Something that I was missing…
I sleep at the sound of his voice…
It's like a lullaby that soothes me…
Hearing his voice makes me feel safe…
It makes me sleep with a smile on my face…
He's the first person I think of…
When I wake up…
The last person on my mind…
When I sleep…
This is love…
I know it is…
For the first time, I feel it in my heart…
My mind…seems to agree…
How do you say thank you…
To someone who gave meaning to your life…
He makes me happy…
He makes me smile…
I love him…I love him…I love him…
I think that says it all…
Posted at 12:39 am by The Bitch Goddess
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
I'm the so-called mommy ng bayan. I don't know how it started...someone at one time called me mommy and that's it...everyone started calling me mommy. I'm single, I don't have kids - I would love to have one but I don't think it can happen anytime soon...immaculate conception is not something that happens everyday.
I have a lot of so-called "anaks" - some are still around, some, I don't know where they are...some, forgot. My heart aches for those who forgot, 'coz I remember...I remember everything. From the moment I've met them, to the moment we parted. When I gave them advise about work, life and love...when they cried and I was there to lend an ear or to hand over a tissue.
I feel sad...and yes, I feel pain...in my heart, I feel pain.
I'm still here though...waiting...one day, you will need me and I will never turn my back on you...I'm your mommy, remember? I love you...
Posted at 04:44 am by The Bitch Goddess
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